forever wishing I could hear
“I’m so sorry for the pain I’ve cause you. and I know I can’t take it back but I want to try and make it up to you. even if it takes the rest of my life”
and for it to actually mean something
because then id know maybe you actually did give a fuck
but I always ask too much
you can’t say you miss someone and then make no intention of talking to them, it isn’t fair. don’t do it.